This article was inspired by the Regina Louise story, but is also my heart's desire. All I've ever wanted is to be a mom. I've had all of this love to give that only a child would understand or appreciate. To hold someone and say 'I love you more than anything.'
Oh to hear, 'I love you Mama...' and for someone to be talking to me. I truly believe that it's God's will for my life. How He intends for it to happen, I have no idea, and it's really not my business, until God reveals it to me.
I've been blessed to experience bits and pieces of motherhood. I've felt the love of having my greatest gifts take their place in my womb. I've also known the heartache of losing them several times over.
Each loss has chipped away at my heart, but I still believe that I'm walking through the end of my storms and into my restoration season.
My rainbow baby may or may not come from me biologically, but he or she will come. When that blessed day comes they'll be mine and I'll be theirs until the end of time.
Thank you for reading the outpouring of an 'Angel Mom's' heart.
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